3 month saturday

Daddy- It will be 3months since you passed on Saturday. I miss you so much. I still have days where I want to call you and tell you what funny silly crazy thing Autumn did. I miss you so much. I can't believe that you have been gone this long already. It seem like it was just yesterday you and I were talking on my couch. I miss you so much and I feel like there is the huge hole in my chest. I have days where just out of the blue I start crying. I have days where I feel numb about it. I know with time I will heal I just don't see how I am ever going to fully heal from this. I feel like I  am lost. Nate is trying his best but he doesn't know really what to say to me. I love you so much Daddy and miss you everyday.

2 and a half months!

Daddy- Things have been crazy as of late. I miss you so much. I feel lost without you being here. You weren't just my Dad but also my best friend. I can't believe it has been this long already. I have two voice mails saved from you and today I listened to them for the first time since you passed. I started crying but I just needed to here your voice again. I miss you so much. I love you Daddy.