It has almost been 2months

Daddy- I think about you everyday and something happens almost daily that I want to call and tell you about. I miss you so much. The hurt is still here and pain of losing you but things are starting to get better. I know one day I will see you again and that helps. Autumn asks about you a lot and that makes things hard sometime. She will say I miss Papa and I don't want to ask her to stop because I know it is her way of remembering you. The hardest thing right now is that Aubree is getting ready to walk and you aren't here to see it. I miss you and love you Daddy.

Something Good for Stevie, helping me heal.

Daddy-The blog we use to read together Dear Stevie. Well Stevie's mom has this do a good thing in Stevie's name going on right now. I kept going back and forth on should I do it. I decided it would be a good thing to do. As I am sitting here thinking about what to do good for Stevie I realized that by doing something for Stevie. Stevie is actually doing something for me. She is helping me heal. Heal from your death. It might sound funny but by spending time helping someone else or doing something good in some weird way I feel closer to you and the hurt isn't as bad. You were always helping people. So I want to thank Kristin and Stevie for helping me heal and I can't wait to start doing good things for Stevie. I love and miss you everyday Daddy.

Isis's birthday

Daddy- Tomorrow is Isis's 6th birthday, she has lost two teeth since you went to heaven. I am so sad about you missing her party.She asked me about you if you can come to her party then she said O I forgot Papa is with Jesus and can't come. Then she started to cry. I love and miss you Daddy.