2 weeks and Facing

Daddy- Today is two weeks since you passed and yesterday I forced to face your house. I couldn't go in your house. I sat in my truck crying with my 2 younger girls while Nate and charles moved things out of your house. I know I will have to face the inside of that house sooner or later but just right now I can't. I didn't want to go to the house in the first place but had no choice. I really just can't believe you are gone. I just kept thinking you would be popping your head out the door asking me why I was sitting in the truck. I am just still such a mess over all of this. I have never had to go through all of this before. I love you Daddy and miss more and more each day.