3weeks and not any easier

Daddy- Everyone said things would get easier as time passed and as of right now i don't see that happening. I miss you more and more each day. I thought by now at least I would be able to be at terms with the fact you are gone. It has been 3weeks and every time I think yes he is gone and I am going to be okay something happens that makes me think that things are not going to be ok. I just miss you so much. I love you and miss you everyday Daddy.